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When I pretend not to notice,
It makes me wonder if you care.
Perhaps my heart is lost in love,
Warmth, and fear. Should I dare?

What I feel inside, I feel for you,
Unintentional, but regardless true.
Alone as one, for you my soul desires.
Your mind, your heart, your trust.

Looking back at me bright eyed, you speak.
My mind boils, my heart pounds,
I take your hand and feel it's warmth.
On many levels we understand eachother.
Say what you will, don't mind my heart.
It is my self esteem that won't recover,
Not because of you, but from past pain.

Your silence tells all that remains unsaid,
Seeking refuge in my secluded corner,
I fall so fast to the dirts of dust.
I've lost you, your heart, your trust.

Ten bucks, two drinks, three hours later.
You make me stay, tired, drunk, no fear.
You show me hate, strength, love, despair.
Sharing your life, your heart, your soul.

Say no more, I've been there, done that,
I'm here for you, no hate, no spite, no fear.
All day, all long, I'm here for you.
I adore, care, admire, worship an angel, you.

I'm just a guy with no hate, no fear,
Look beneath my eyes, my soul, find my truth.
Take my trust, take my love, take my soul,
They've been yours since I met, an angel.

Trust is bliss, with love it's unimaginable.
You'll feel so pure, so high, so sure.
Memories have not time to fade, lapse, decay.
Imprinted upon my soul, for an eternity.